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December 16th, 2007
9:39pm] |
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i love my girlfriend so much..
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[Saturday
December 15th, 2007
2:19am] |
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Life is about watching beauty fade and learning to cope with it.
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| love is a motherfucker |
[Monday
August 20th, 2007
11:20pm] |
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i remember when we were kids
we would sing and dance around but never near the ocean in fear that we would drown
our love was passionate so uncontainable
no one can stop us now
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1 comment|CMNT
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[Wednesday
August 1st, 2007
1:47pm] |
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im tired of watching drugs destroy people.
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[Tuesday
July 31st, 2007
5:34pm] |
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lately ive been trying to relax ..ive been dreading some stomach test that have to be done on me thurday and im pretty upset about it. so ive been spoiling myself and buying new stuff .
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| im not saying i dont believe in god |
[Thursday
July 26th, 2007
11:31am] |
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but it makes me sick to my stomach to see how bad church brainwashes christians...its time ti wake up stop worshiping the mascot that church has made God out to be. live your life and stop judging other people because its not anyones place to judge and stop telling people they are going to hell. be open minded.
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| conversation with myself |
[Wednesday
July 25th, 2007
12:44am] |
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im uncertain of everything right now.
i know at least one thing i frickin am enjoying this glass of chocolate skim milk!i now own every system of a down cd they are my guilty pleasure.i need a haircut.
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| ouch |
[Saturday
July 21st, 2007
1:51am] |
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shot down
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[Thursday
July 19th, 2007
3:20pm] |
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so i started a band called the harlot homicide. we need a vocalist and a drummer and someone to play synth.
i wish girls werent so sketchy .. i want to fall in love again and this time for good.
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| im miserable |
[Tuesday
July 17th, 2007
12:36am] |
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music is gay |
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my mouth hurts so fucking bad.
i want to die
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[Friday
July 6th, 2007
1:05am] |
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| more things changed |
[Tuesday
July 3rd, 2007
5:36pm] |
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i kinda moved out a few days ago and ive been living with my friend wes,and my parents gave me the "you hate us is that why your moving out speech" i also put a cab on lay away that i cant afford i owe $1000 on..and it seems like music has become a waiste of my time..lately ive written and completed about 10 songs and tried to start bands with everyone and everyone just breaks up either cause people i play with dont have equipment or wont stop doing drugs or work too much or would rather be up their girlfriends asses. i dont have a girlfriend and i dont think ill have one for a long time.
for some reason everytime i get on livejournal i remember that i dont have a girlfriend and it lowers my self esteem..and i think im ugly or annoying and stupid...
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[Saturday
June 23rd, 2007
2:45pm] |
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im very money hungry... i never spend any money at all i just like having it
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| myspace .is gay |
[Tuesday
June 19th, 2007
2:11pm] |
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livejournal has never been "too busy" for me to log in..
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[Monday
June 18th, 2007
2:14pm] |
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fungus 53 |
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i used to be so much cooler than i am now. when i turned 16 it all changed.
i used to paint alot more and write poetry..i used to be a true punk rocker. i used to skateboard.i used to be a pretty funny guy.i used to not straighten my hair cause i didnt give a fuck what anyone thought.i used to enjoy playing music more until music became a fight to se whos better than who.i used to smile alot more....im tired of being uptight all the time. i am going back to the old me screw this new guy "cory" he thinks hes hott stuff
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[Sunday
June 17th, 2007
1:41am] |
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ive never wanted anything this bad in my entire life...and i just dont have the nerve anymore. so i might as well give up. im not perfect and never will be.i hate alot of stuff about me. i quit smoking everything and quit doing drugs and got myself a decent job and that doesnt even seem to help me..im uselessssssssssssss
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| wish list |
[Wednesday
June 13th, 2007
4:53pm] |
new car
lap top
ipod
digital camera
an appartment
new bed
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| its the same routine |
[Monday
June 4th, 2007
10:11pm] |
everything goes great for a while then everythign you work for goes to shit.
if you dont succeed then people talk shit about you ..no one seems to care anymore...i dont really see much of a future for myself..how cool is that?
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