tough boys...

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 03:47:49 GMT

i love my girlfriend so much..

i regret the past even tho it has made me who i am today.

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 03:25:18 GMT

i wish people didnt see me as such a negative person..

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 02:26:48 GMT

Life is about watching beauty fade and learning to cope with it.

love is a motherfucker

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 04:23:26 GMT

i remember when we were kids
we would sing and dance around but never near the ocean in fear that we would drown
our love was passionate so uncontainable
no one can stop us now

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 18:47:56 GMT

im tired of watching drugs destroy people.

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 22:36:32 GMT

lately ive been trying to relax ..ive been dreading some stomach test that have to be done on me thurday and im pretty upset about it. so ive been spoiling myself and buying new stuff .

im not saying i dont believe in god

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 16:32:10 GMT

but it makes me sick to my stomach to see how bad church brainwashes christians...its time ti wake up stop worshiping the mascot that church has made God out to be. live your life and stop judging other people because its not anyones place to judge and stop telling people they are going to hell. be open minded.

conversation with myself

Wed, 25 Jul 2007 05:51:54 GMT

im uncertain of everything right now.
i know at least one thing i frickin am enjoying this glass of chocolate skim milk!i now own every system of a down cd they are my guilty pleasure.i need a haircut.

ouch

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 06:51:32 GMT

shot down

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 20:22:13 GMT

so i started a band called the harlot homicide. we need a vocalist and a drummer and someone to play synth.

i wish girls werent so sketchy .. i want to fall in love again and this time for good.

im miserable

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 05:37:26 GMT

my mouth hurts so fucking bad.
i want to die

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 06:05:59 GMT

more things changed

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 22:42:47 GMT

i kinda moved out a few days ago and ive been living with my friend wes,and my parents gave me the "you hate us is that why your moving out speech" i also put a cab on lay away that i cant afford i owe $1000 on..and it seems like music has become a waiste of my time..lately ive written and completed about 10 songs and tried to start bands with everyone and everyone just breaks up either cause people i play with dont have equipment or wont stop doing drugs or work too much or would rather be up their girlfriends asses. i dont have a girlfriend and i dont think ill have one for a long time.

for some reason everytime i get on livejournal i remember that i dont have a girlfriend and it lowers my self esteem..and i think im ugly or annoying and stupid...

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 19:46:27 GMT

im very money hungry... i never spend any money at all i just like having it

myspace .is gay

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 19:12:14 GMT

livejournal has never been "too busy" for me to log in..

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 19:18:25 GMT

i used to be so much cooler than i am now. when i turned 16 it all changed.
i used to paint alot more and write poetry..i used to be a true punk rocker. i used to skateboard.i used to be a pretty funny guy.i used to not straighten my hair cause i didnt give a fuck what anyone thought.i used to enjoy playing music more until music became a fight to se whos better than who.i used to smile alot more....im tired of being uptight all the time. i am going back to the old me screw this new guy "cory" he thinks hes hott stuff

wait i just realized

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 03:42:58 GMT

i am way too selfish to have a girlfriend. i love my band way too much haha

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 06:43:03 GMT

ive never wanted anything this bad in my entire life...and i just dont have the nerve anymore. so i might as well give up. im not perfect and never will be.i hate alot of stuff about me. i quit smoking everything and quit doing drugs and got myself a decent job and that doesnt even seem to help me..im uselessssssssssssss

wish list

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 21:54:18 GMT

new car
lap top
ipod
digital camera
an appartment
new bed

its the same routine

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 03:13:15 GMT

everything goes great for a while then everythign you work for goes to shit.
if you dont succeed then people talk shit about you ..no one seems to care anymore...i dont really see much of a future for myself..how cool is that?

dear jesus

Fri, 01 Jun 2007 21:53:25 GMT

i want santa clause to bring me a girlfriend for xmas.....i swear ill be good

today

Tue, 29 May 2007 20:16:14 GMT

im holding back tears..
am i not a good guy?
am i just immature?
how come only 16 year old girls want to date me?
why cant i date someone older?

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 23:28:22 GMT

i like a girl
i hope she likes me back
shes a purty one
maybe she will be the one
yeah right

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 04:34:55 GMT

everything feels backwards what do i do?

im tired

Tue, 16 Jan 2007 19:40:21 GMT

of being treated unfair and lied to